He is my Sustainer. My Comforter. My loving Father. My best Friend. My Counselor. My Savior. My Refuge. My All. I only get through each day because of who He is. Though my heart and flesh may fail He is my portion forever. When thoughts come and try to take me down, He is the truth that sustains me. When my illness wants to destroy me, He is the One who heals me. I can't help but think of all the lost that are suffering through illness like mine, and even worse. How do they do it? What hopelessness they must feel. My heart breaks for them and longs for them to know the Prince of Peace. I could never get through this without Him. I can't imagine having no one to call on. No one to pray to. No one to rest in. Just knowing that He is in control brings great comfort in the midst of my suffering. Knowing He is allowing this and it serves a better purpose, is all I need to keep fighting.
I know He has been lifting me up and carrying me through this detox. I am amazed at how my body feels. In a lot of ways I haven't felt this good in weeks. I am so thankful for everyone that is praying for me. God is good and I feel that healing is just around the corner.
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